Very Personal reminder (you might not want to read if you are not me)
That i have screwed this week up (academically), and have been irresponsible today. I am entirely drained of energy, slept too much last night, and didn't accomplish what i have set out to do. Mostly because i packed too many classes within the week, two slots got cancelled and i lost the drive after wednesday.
These are not excuses they are mistakes. But it tells me one thing: if i were to go back to school i might crash and burn at this time, the end of july. And that is absolutely unacceptable. You are meant to feel tired AND still be able to have enough determination to push on. What is the use of this year if you're still unable to completely break the habit. So what if you're not good enough at your new subject. There are three more months and only three more months but it is enough to get better. Chin up and don't succumb to.. Escapism. Even if it's unconscious. Don't sleep unless it's bed time. Don't.
Now i have to learn to clear my head when i can't concentrate due to frustration, stress, negative emotions and all the thoughts that go through my mind.
That i have screwed this week up (academically), and have been irresponsible today. I am entirely drained of energy, slept too much last night, and didn't accomplish what i have set out to do. Mostly because i packed too many classes within the week, two slots got cancelled and i lost the drive after wednesday.
These are not excuses they are mistakes. But it tells me one thing: if i were to go back to school i might crash and burn at this time, the end of july. And that is absolutely unacceptable. You are meant to feel tired AND still be able to have enough determination to push on. What is the use of this year if you're still unable to completely break the habit. So what if you're not good enough at your new subject. There are three more months and only three more months but it is enough to get better. Chin up and don't succumb to.. Escapism. Even if it's unconscious. Don't sleep unless it's bed time. Don't.
Now i have to learn to clear my head when i can't concentrate due to frustration, stress, negative emotions and all the thoughts that go through my mind.
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